In Friday’s meeting I shared:
I came to Recovery because I needed to feel better. And I do. But what I learned was how to feel MY FEELINGS BETTER.
That part of ME that I use to hide my feelings – from the world, from God or from myself does not always have the capacity to know the difference between the good and bad. So as I sweep stuff under the rug, I end up burying Golden Treasures along with the dirt.
Those Nuggets that bring Joy to my life can be elusive. I’ve had to dig deep, but I now can feel (my feelings) better. I “feel better”!
I am now beginning to understand why God has been so relentless in teaching me to Trust Him. He wants the Best for me. He know where the Gold is buried. He wants to help me find it.